| like a riot, like a riot, oh! |
[21 Jul 2009|03:53pm] |
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I woke up extremely cheerful today! I got out of bed and blared Phoenix than went downstairs and cleaned the kitchen, put the kettle on and decided I'm going to remain cheerful for the rest of the day :] Samm called me and asked me if I wanted to come over, Matt just got home today so she's playing nurse for the next three months. she was like "we can go for a walk, do you want to go for a walk? I want to go for a walk." I think she realizes how homebound she might be for the next little while and is trying to get out while she still has time to lol, poor girl, poor Matt.
Jacki is supposed to call me after she's done school, depending on how much homework she has, I really want to see her. if I don't it's no biggie though because she'll be done school in a few days and then I can see her all I want!
I also asked K. Marchand if he wanted to have a catch up session today but that wouldn't be happening til like 7, he said he has no gas and he thinks Nancy's giving him some around 7. I was thinking about it the other day when I started talking to him about how there was a short time span where he and I were kind of close and how much fun I have around him.
Sam Saby and I were also supposed to hangout today I think hahaha. I haven't heard from her yet, she said something about after 3:15 because she'd be working. but as it stands I'm not doing anything today because these are all just ideas.
speaking of good fucking ideas, Ryan V and I are discussing operation slumber party. I can't tell if he's serious about the whole thing but he seems pretty serious, I think it would be fun. he helped me a lot lastnight, he's really easy to talk to so I don't think there would be that "we barely know each other and there's nothing to say" silence. and he already said if there was he would do something outrageous to break the silence, hahaha.
I just want to get out of the house, laugh until it hurts a little bit. it looks like it's going to rain, hmmmm. go figure - the day I decide to meander around Windsor on foot the weather looks shitty hahaha.
LIP BALM <3
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[21 Jul 2009|02:27am] |
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why did I have to say anything?
I love where things are right now but I just had all this built up energy about it inside and had to let it out.
Ryan Vizner is a saint, btw.
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| everything goes to the beat |
[20 Jul 2009|03:49pm] |
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I knew I should have slept in today, I thought I was going down to City Hall with my mom but looks like it's just another one of those things that never get done that needs to. I'm slowly getting ready and waiting for John to wake up, I've been talking to Ryan V all afternoon cause he's waiting too lol. we talked about ambushing John but he's lazy and "doesn't walk" so god only knows...
I'm tired and bored, my mom's being a bitch today. she's been like nagging at me for everythin + anything she can, than my sister comes over and she complains to her about me as if she cares. ftw, my eyes are itchy.
lastnight was priiiiime!
Sam and I drove around, got coffee, had a hat party, laughed til it hurt, met up with John, then I came home, met up with Brett, drove to the river, sat in his truck and laughed til it hurt, realized it was almost 4:30, came home, took over each other's facebook walls continuing the joke that was already taken too far, fell asleep. :]
my stomache has been acting weird for the past two days, I thought it was just the coffee in the mornings but it was soo bad yesterday so I slept the day away + it continued today. I feel like my insides are rotting or something.
I need to finish getting ready and stay away from my mom, hopefully John will turn up soon and I'll know what to do with my day.
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| my body's 21 but my mind is ageless |
[19 Jul 2009|01:27pm] |
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my stomache is so ass backwards! I think I should stop eating pizza pops or something, maybe it's the coffee. who knows?
it's really nice out today, I want to do something outside but I haven't made any plans yet. and then the nautious part of me just wants to stay in and watch movies or something, hmmmmmmmmm. I guess if I'm feeling better I'll go outside...
I had the worst sleep in the world lastnight, I tried to go to bed starting at about 1AM and didn't end up sleeping til somewhere between 4 and five. than waking up around 10 give the house a once over, fml I feel like shit :(
I think I might go back to bed for a little bit, I want to do something today ughhh. maybe I'll get lucky and someone will call me and wake me up being all "let's hangout"
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| waking up to the green of your eyes is something I'll get used to |
[19 Jul 2009|12:53am] |
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I am so happy with everything right now. it's weird how the most unexpected thing happends and suddenly everything feels okay, this is so easy and simple.
Peter called me again today, he started off talking to me on MSN. he asked me if he could pick me up from the airport when I got back, loooool. too bad I'm not coming back and even if I was he wouldn't be picking me up, it escalated into a "we can fix this" conversation and I told him I moved on + he should too. then he called me back one more time but I didn't answer so he came on MSN saying "he needed to say something to me over the phone before we never talk again" so I told him to call + it was just more "we can fix this", I had to get a little harsh but I got my point across so.
ugh I really don't want to fall asleep alone in the house lol, it makes me feel so freaked out that there isn't anyone here but me... fuck you, Metro.
I can't stop thinking about lastnight, now I'll never fall asleep.
on a lighter note the house is clean + the laundry is done :) and Brett came over earlier, he wasn't going to because he needed to study so I told him he could come here and do it while I cleaned. so he did but I ended up finishing cleaning + bothering him, eventually he got really frustrated with studying so we drove to Russel Woods, around Belle River, back to the West end, stopped at Dragons Inn so he could get hot and spicy soup - which he totally conned me into trying when I didn't want to at all. I ended up burning the shit out of my throat and he finished it lol.
my chest and head are killing me :( I just want to go to sleeeeeeeeeeeep.
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